[inhale] ...

what did i do to deserve this?
i love unconditionally, and what i get is shit!
not even a bit respect or aknowledgement.

'question guy' is just fading his way out, and what i thought was real started to blur. i change my nick on msn, and give those words as an ending. 'i hate you' .. sometimes those words sounded more taken then i love you. and when is the last time i get that word? nothing seems to be sincere. every time i close my eyes, what i see is only a blank vision of nothingness.

[he's online, but i don't have the guts to say hi .. darn it!]

i dont know where to turn to.. tista will kill me if he knows what happened.
sigh!!!!!